Thursday, 19 July 2007

Feeling lonely.

A rather pessimistic post on my side today, as usual actually, but I feel that I ought to apologize anyway...
The past few days were quite remarkable. I had a great time and spent endless hours talking to my 'special' friend, went out a lot, visited new places and felt blissful.
But those days are over now. The flat in Poznan feels empty and sad again.
For this reason, I came to my parents' house for the weekend. Here one has no right to feel lonely- there is too much to do and too many people wonder in and out of the farm. I've already cleaned the kitchen and said hello to my cats, now I will look for another occupation, so as not to let the sadness creep over me.
I will be OK soon, I dare say. On Monday I'm off to Cambridge to do my annual nanny thing- hope I will survive ;)
xxx

2 comments:

Magda said...

I have the same feeling; I've had a great time by the lake, but now it's gone...and now my "lonely mission" in Poznan is waiting for me;)That's why I have so many worries, but I hope it will soon be over and I could enjoy my free time. I wish you all the best and have a nice holiday:)

nataluv said...

write if you find time
good luck!